I've always been fascinated by cut dicks, ever since I was a kid. For me the best part of a dick was the head; it was the sensitive part, the most interesting part to look at, with its shape, colour, and shiny texture, but it often remained a mystery, because it was hidden away behind the foreskin, so even when you'd catch a glimpse of a naked guy you wouldn't see everything. Circumcised dicks on the other hand amazed me, because to my mind it was as though they were "naked" all the time. I loved how you could see the head even when they were soft, how everything seemed so streamlined when they were hard, how they left prominent outlines in underwear, how when circumcised guys jerked off in porn the head didn't vanish behind some skin at the end of each stroke.
When I discovered that some guys have naturally short foreskins which don't cover the heads of their dicks I thought it was the hottest thing ever. I loved the idea of guys hitting puberty and suddenly their dicks growing but the foreskin not keeping up, and naturally pulling itself back behind the head, and now they had to adapt to this transformation that put the head on show permanently as they turned into men. I wondered if they'd tried to adjust it back to covering the head, but to no avail, or if it had happened because they'd simply neglected to act as it gradually changed.
I wished that all guys had dicks like this, and I was jealous that I didn't. I wanted that short foreskin that stayed tucked behind the head when soft, rather than mine which still covered it even when hard. It seemed like the best of both worlds between being cut and uncut. I started playing around with trying to keep the skin retracted, and I found that I loved everything about it. I loved the look of it, I loved the feeling of the bare head rubbing against the soft fabric of my underwear, I loved how I almost felt freer or more liberated with the head uncovered, I liked how it seemed a bit cleaner, how no hint of any odour ever developed, how there was no fumbling with any skin when peeing as it was already retracted. It also changed how I masturbate, and I enjoy how I can now be rougher with the head of my dick, without fearing that it's going to hurt.
I haven't yet mastered keeping it back permanently, but during the periods that I try to keep it that way I much prefer everything about it, and there's still a slight erotic thrill that goes with it.